I am backtracking just a bit here. A group of us were sitting around the community pool. My apartment complex had two olympic sized pools that were separated by a gazebo/patio sort of thing. So we were just chilling with a couple coolers and maybe some ganga, it was a lazy summer afternoon.
Cindy forgot a towel or something at my apartment, so she asked to borrow my keys to get it. Not a problem, I trusted her, so I tossed my keys over to her and off she went. About a half hour or an hour went by and she never came back. I had to go to work or something, so I went back to my apartment and it was locked. Odd, but then I figured maybe she went back to her apartment to do something. So I head over there.
I knock and she answers the door wearing her pool robe, a white gauzy thing that she had over her leopard print bikini. A very small bikini, which hadn’t escaped my notice, but she was definitely out of my league, so I had tried not to stare. When she answered the door I was still trying not to stare.
I said something to the effect of, I came by to get my keys. I want them, and she lets the robe fall open and says, is that all you want? She had removed the bikini.
I stammered, but went in for a kiss. That I was familiar with. I was just barely not a virgin, which means I had one sexual experience prior to this. Do you wonder why I was a fumbler? I had no clue. I mean it was really very funny to me that this sexy girl was even talking to me, let alone coming on to me. At least there was no way for me to be confused by the signals I was getting.
She pulled me close, and I was immediately ready. One thing I can say is that even with limited experience, I never had issues with premature explosions. I kicked the door closed with my foot as we headed toward an ottoman.
Yeah, an ottoman. Where else would we head, but probably the most awkward piece of furniture? My sex life cannot be easy. So I sit down and lean back with my swim suit on the floor. And she straddles me. and tries to ease her way onto me. I say tries, because she is not lubed up well, there really was no foreplay, and I am kinda large. I’m not trying to make a big deal out of that, but in this situation it didn’t make things any easier.
I will clarify and say the only time I ever had sex prior to this was with my laying on my back and the girl jumping on top, so I really didn’t know the mechanics of anything else at this point. But things aren’t moving along. I had a bit of penetration, but not the whole nine yards (in a manner of speaking) So she gets up and says how bout we do this the easy way, and we switch places and she opens up for me.
I am thinking, ‘that was the easy way. as a matter of fact the only way’ but I am not speaking aloud. I am not quite that naive. But now I am uncomfortable with my lack of knowledge and I am embarrassed to say that I lost my erection. Now she is primed and ready, but also I think is a bit naive, as we are both teenagers. I should have been more knowledgeable maybe because I am 19 and she is 16 or 17, but no.
So there is another awkward pause, and we both become slightly self conscious and I pull on my suit and she ties her robe and I leave. We remain good friends, and never ever mention this episode ever again. I wonder what she thought. Did she think that I didn’t find her attractive or that I often had erectile dysfunction? (which was not even a term at the time.) Another six months or something and that would have been a totally different scene, but because of timing, it just becomes another story of a ineptitude.
Gosh, and it was going so well. Sometimes I think I ought to just make up better endings, but then these would all be bullshit forum stories about twins or something.
